I think we get so caught up in just doing a job that we do not worry about happiness. I feel like I have been doing the same stuff so long that I have no way of moving away from it and trying something new. I don't even know what I would enjoy doing. I have been in the Mortgage business so long that I don't know anything else, and at 35 what a dumb time to try and find a career that would make me happy. Will anything make me happy?? I have no idea but I do know that I HATE IT HERE!!!! I jumped from being a closing secretary to a loan processor and its just the same bulls$%t just a different place. I feel miserable all day just being here and doing this job. Everyone gets a chance to go to school and find something they enjoy and I have never had that opportunity to even figure out what I like. It always seems like everyone else dreams are more important than yours and you just have to be stuck in a job you hate doing a something you are not passionate about.. it is going to break me down and destroy me. So the big question is WHERE DO I GO FROM HERE AND WHAT DO I DO ABOUT THIS PROBLEM? The really sad thing is that I have no choice I have to continue because with out me working how will we pay our bills? How will I provide for my son? When I was young I couldn't wait to grow up...WHAT THE HELL WAS I THINKING! :(
I have no idea what to do.. guess I will figure it out or remain miserable.
